I am off in a few minutes to meet with my gastro team. For some damn reason, I am anxious & nervous. I have been feeling pretty good, I know it is the steroids. So, we must get me off them, so much other damage going on because of them. I just sucks.
I have only four options left:
Metholtrixate … Remicade … Humira … or more surgery.
Honestly, i don’t care which is chosen, I just want a long term plan with long term results. 
